so tomorrow i have to go to my sister's tenth year wedding anniversary. she, patti, is calling it a ten seven. she was married for ten, lived with him for seven. totally degrading if you ask  me. if you live together that long, just get married. and i just don't want to go. my dad wasn't invited so he called her and asked what would happen there. she said that ppl would have just a few drinks but no drunkenness. he then said to give everyone three beers and leave it that. would there be any protest? oh course. so she decided to bring up past arguments. so i wasn't gonna go but she called my grandma, who i have to take b/c everyone who is an adult thinks it's not important, and cried to her saying she has to come and that my grandma doesn't love her.

jeez. my family is full of ppl like this. and just my siblings. they're all such back stabbers that it's ridiculous. for instance, my sister michelle, was lying to me for years about little things that really irritated me. i knew she was lying and i told her that but she just won't confess. about a year ago she finally did confess. all i could say was duh!

arg. ppl can be so ignorant and lazy and pathetic and ... like a teenager. i swear, i don't really know who the oldest is if we go according to how one acts. let's look at all of them and you be the judge.

oldest- gary- has a bike to his name and that's it. doesn't shower or bath or anything. smells horible.

penny- has two kids, doesn't need to work. does nothing really. nice for the most part. argues about petty things.

sue- four kids from four different guys. one from her best friends husband and they're still friends. tries to pay you to make up for things yet has no money at all.

kevin- same situation as sue. getting better and is trying to change things in his life.

patti- see above. also adds random commentary on religious things that i completely disagree with which she knows. two kids. one which i'm waiting for to rebel. the other-total brat

dan- see other blog. very ignorant. has two kids. and a wife that hates him, cheated on him etc.

jen- hasn't talked to me in over 5 months over a petty argument. i miss her lots. but wont answer my calls. gonna send her a package of apologies. needs to grow up though. crappy job and very argumentive. very frank to say the least. hates ppl. no boyfriend. no kids. no nothing

michelle- terrible lying. i think is trying to change her life. no kids. i don't know what to say

jess- very good liar. goes up north almost every weekend with a boyfriend to... claims no sex. has two kids from high school. did drugs alcohol everything. you think she would learn the first time.

that's all. all half siblings but large family. i know i focused on the neg. but i've known these ppl so long i wonder about there good sides. i don't know who to trust anymore.