so, yesterday i saw In her shoes at the theater. it was an okay movie but i didn't like it. it didn't do any justice to the book whatsoever. i LOVED the book. the movie just irritated me. oh well. guess i'm a book person, not a tv person.

anyways, life seems to be collapsing once again. my antidepressants are making me terrible, manic, really really tired, crabby, etc. either i'm sleeping, totally zoning or crying. i haven't been to school since wednesday as it would most likely make me worse. i going to try to see my therapist tomorrow. i also too damn shaky. why, why me? then this stupid guy was standing outside when i was taking the trash out at work. i totally fell over with the trash can and was saying that i don't like life. and he said that life couldn't possibly be bad at my age. BULLSHIT! oy, i wanted to slap him.

i don't know. i want to go back to sleep. i've worked eleven hours today and my foot is probably infected (after having the end of a hammer stab my foot) and it hurts.

academic decathlon locals were last week and they weren't too bad suprisingly. wow, my mind is really wondering. i must go. might be back within the hour but i don't know. ciao.