so, today has been a very long day. i was stuck with a "friend" all day and she irritates the hell out of me. i'm supposed to do something with her tonight but she's just too clingy. she's supposedly mad at me b/c i'm not making time for her. then today she decides to get her hair cut for an hour when i was supposed to meet her someone. arg. she finally doesn't want to move in together, thank goodness, and all b/c i turned into a vegetarian. interesting reasoning.

not only did i have to deal with her bullcrap today, it was just a bad day for me. i couldn't stop thinking about my mom b/c there was a road i had to drive down like three times and i always remember driving down it with my mom. there's a cute little park there that i would go to when i was in kindergarten and for some stupid reason i had to stop there today. why i did i have no idea, but it was a bad idea. it caused me to start thinking about a million other things that totally got me down. like the fact that;s she's never going to see me drive or graduate or meet the guy i marry and....oy, too many thoughts. and then i figured that my dad's health is horrid and that he probably won't meet the guy i end up marrying b/c he'll probably die b4 then. okay, i'm going to stop for a while. i'll be back later.