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i feel so lost. completely out of it. nothing makes sense at all. my mind wasn't here at all yesterday. today my mind isn't here either. i got a chance to bike for 15 straight miles and that helped somewhat but i still feel lost. i have no idea why. maybe it's because of the end of the school year and i really don't care about the summer. i get bored because i have nothing to do. i need a real job. i need something to do. sarah wants to start a program so that we can exercise everyday, or close to it, so that would kill some time. but what else? that's probably why i have this feeling. i need to figure this out.